The ugly truth

How come it is like this? I still wonder why? Stupid questions though. I realised that close friends, and lovers are more likely to disappoint you than anyone else. A tricky thing. You might think your friends get you, understand things you hate and all that and out of the sudden they to the things you expect least. They do the things they hurt you and act like it's nothing. Times are weird. I miss New York. I miss it badly. I miss it like nothing before. Something happened there that changed everything. It made life way easier made it more comforting. I wanna just hop on a plane and go back. I can say it almost made sense there even though sometimes I though it's too much. Right now I wish I could have a walk by the Riverside. It was so peaceful so filled with joy. Good night :)